为什么，我会害怕？
我敢说，还是不敢？
我自己，还有信心？
说出口，会怎样？
为什么， 我会在意？
为什么， 我会害怕？
突然我明白了，
我一直都在害怕，
害怕着，
我会掉泪。
*你，曾经为你身边的人想过吗？
他，想要得到底是什么？
不要让她害怕，不要让她流泪，
偶尔，写封信给他，也是一种安慰*
xiaolong
140610 9:27pm
The sixth sense 第六感
Again?
Maybe people who know me personally and close to me might know that i had sixth sense.Is it true? Hmmm... It sounds weird, but it depends on you to trust me or not. I would not say i'm totally correct, but i trust that i do have something called sixth sense that sometimes really hints me on something. Since yesterday, i felt uncomfortable. And yet i keep myself not to think too much, cheer up myself. Today, i do have the same feeling as well. I can't tell you exactly the feeling, something wrong, something might happen. Hmmm what gonna happen?. I did tell my dear about it, and yet later i do receive some message telling me something bad happen. Hmmm......
有些人，不会相信你！
有些人，觉得你可笑！
第六感，到底是什么？
谁能解释，谁能相信？
谁能理解，谁能忍受？
~~~~~~~
小龙
07062010 8:09pm
想要的
我，很想弹钢琴，
按着黑白琴键，
奏出生命的配乐，
唱出我们的情歌。
我，很想用旋律，
一天一点点地，
把我们的每一天，
编成一首属于我们的歌。
我，确实说不在意，
我，的确说不在乎，
没想过，我会难过，
很想说，我怕来不及。
小龙
06062010 1:31pm
来不及
习惯一个人看戏
习惯一个人旅行
习惯一个人静静想你
想你现在在哪里
想你会为谁担心
想你是否已忘记
忘记那段爱情
忘记那颗泪滴
忘记了所有不该忘的回忆
我来不及将你的手紧紧握着
对你说我只想要我们能快乐
曾以为少了你的陪伴不算什么
怎么我微笑着 心却是痛的
我来不及将记忆中的你消除了
我明白错过的从此难以复合
如果眼泪能够证明我是爱你的
那么重新选择是不是来不及了
忘记那段爱情忘记那颗泪滴
忘记了所有不该忘的回忆
我来不及将你的手紧紧握着
对你说我只想要我们能快乐
曾以为少了你的陪伴不算什么
怎么我微笑着 心却是痛的
我来不及将记忆中的你消除了
我明白错过的从此难以复合
如果眼泪能够证明我是爱你的
那么重新选择是不是来不及了
我来不及将你的手紧紧握着
对你说我只想要我们能快乐
曾以为少了你的陪伴不算什么
怎么我微笑 着心却是痛的
我来不及将记忆中的你消除了
我明白错过的从此难以复合
如果眼泪能够证明我是爱你的
那么重新选择是不是来不及了
我还是来不及了
想，当你拥有的时候，你有珍惜过吗？
想，当你有多忙碌的时候，你有关心过她吗？
想，当他微笑的时候，是否心是快乐的吗？
不要 “来不及”， 才把眼泪证明你是爱她的。
小龙
04062010 3:05pm
04062010 3:05pm
Medical Statistics
Something that i start to fall in love with...Statistics...
I think i'm lucky and i believe as a fate. I'm currently having my internship training at the School of Medical Sciences USM at Kota Bharu, Kelantan (my lovely homewtown). It's just 30 minutes of driving away from my house. I register myself on the 10 of May sharp at 8am. And i have been placed at the Unit of Biostatistics and Research Methodology.
I get the only chance to talk to my intern' supervisor on 11am after i waited for him in the office for almost 3 hours. I only can said that he is such a busiest person i ever met. Doctors, researchers, and students will wait for him start from the early morning, just to have a discussion on statistics. He will never be alone in the room but yet his room is full with all those person. Not only for one day but for everyday. Is it he is so famous?... I could say, YES...but he is not famous because of his good singing, or dancing or even acting...but yet his knowledge on medical and statistics.
Medical statistics is a Postgraduate Program in School of Medical Sciences. It absolutely different from the field as what i'm doing for my degree. Is a new challenge, new experience and a new inspiration for me. I get to know that medical statistics is important especially for doctors and researcher in doing their studies and research for journals publication. And there are only limited person who are expert in medical statistics. (that's why his room is always full with VISITORs).
I had been given a task in doing medical statistics analysis on HIV. It seems to be easy but yet it is not as what i thought. I had been given a task same as the Master's Thesis. I need to do my research just within two months! can i make it? I'm wondering...
But all of the postgrad here are really helpful, i deal with a lot intelligent people around, medical doctors, researchers, lab assistant, professors...
Just for a month here, i start to fall in love in Medical statistics. I even get a few invitation in doing my postgrad here, as well my supervisor are offering me to further my study under him. What a big offer i get...haha...
A new inspiration for me to fight for my own. My dream will come true? Is all depend on hardwork and sometimes LUCK...
xiaolong
04062010 12:32am
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