why all this happen again?
all this happen since Thursday, i already told you i don't like such feelings, but you still keep giving me such pressure, i truly can't stand with it anymore.
you keep stubborn and never listen to others, you keep to think that you are the best and others idea is useless, you never think of your family, never consider your friends and your lover's feelings.
i don't know you choose to go there, when you are in trouble you just realise but you never regret and never change. when people talk to you, you never listen and ignore others advices, if you think you are smart then no need bother others, do your things by your own and solve it yourself if you don't want others to help you.
the chances is already give to you, but you never appreciate it
you never think of other's feelings
you never think of how your family treat you
you just know how to have fun
you know how to spend your money
from your mouth, you said you know everything but you are not, because you not willing to learn
as people said you will not MAJU at all if you keep like this
huh! terrible, a hard time to go through
just a week, it happen like tsunami
why?
i truly can't stand with this kind of feelings
train story
when i send you, i turn to see you, but i can only see your back
when i reach the station, i turn around to search for you, but you are not there
when i saw the people around me, i feel that you are with me
when the workers announce " train to kota bharu will arrive soon, all passengers please standby, and enjoy your journey with ktmb" my heart keep pump faster and faster untill i can't wait anymore. i got to go
i carry my luggage and others stuff along to the platform
but still, i turn my head around to see is it you around
but the train finally arrive
i step into the train, i reach no.31 bed
ya this is my place that i going to spend for 14hours
i put all my things and i pull the curtain apart, i look outside, but you are still not there for me.
so sad...
when i reach the station, i turn around to search for you, but you are not there
when i saw the people around me, i feel that you are with me
when the workers announce " train to kota bharu will arrive soon, all passengers please standby, and enjoy your journey with ktmb" my heart keep pump faster and faster untill i can't wait anymore. i got to go
i carry my luggage and others stuff along to the platform
but still, i turn my head around to see is it you around
but the train finally arrive
i step into the train, i reach no.31 bed
ya this is my place that i going to spend for 14hours
i put all my things and i pull the curtain apart, i look outside, but you are still not there for me.
so sad...
i can give everything you want
i can give the freedom
i can give everything you want just to see you happy
i don't wish to see you suffer
i don't wish to see you cry in your life
i willing to sacrifice even my love to you
i choose to let you go
i choose to give you freedom
because i don't want you willinm to feel i'm tighing you
because i love you so much
because i not willing to see you cry
because i not willing to hurt you
because of you
i willing to do everything for you because i love you
i truly love you
i can give everything you want just to see you happy
i don't wish to see you suffer
i don't wish to see you cry in your life
i willing to sacrifice even my love to you
i choose to let you go
i choose to give you freedom
because i don't want you willinm to feel i'm tighing you
because i love you so much
because i not willing to see you cry
because i not willing to hurt you
because of you
i willing to do everything for you because i love you
i truly love you
6 sense
able to see and talk to the dead
but I'm not that,
i had a strong feeling towards something,
the things might going to happen,
i can feel it,
i do hope sometimes it is not happen in real,
am i a crazy person?
i also don't know
but I'm not that,
i had a strong feeling towards something,
the things might going to happen,
i can feel it,
i do hope sometimes it is not happen in real,
am i a crazy person?
i also don't know
什么是爱？
爱，
简单还是复杂？
爱，
它到底是什么？
当你正在忙时，却把手机开著，等著她/他的短信..你已经爱上她/他了
如果你喜欢和她/他两个人单独漫步..你已经爱上她/他了
当你和她/他在一起时，你会假装不注意他，但是当她离/他开你的视线 时，你 会急著寻找她/他...你已 经爱上她了
爱，
它到底是什么？
当你正在忙时，却把手机开著，等著她/他的短信..你已经爱上她/他了
如果你喜欢和她/他两个人单独漫步..你已经爱上她/他了
当你和她/他在一起时，你会假装不注意他，但是当她离/他开你的视线 时，你 会急著寻找她/他...你已 经爱上她了
当她/他受伤或生病时，你会很关心她，替她急..你已经爱上他了
当她/他和别人要好时，你会感到吃不知其味...你已经爱上他了
当你看到她/他那甜美的笑时，你的嘴角会扬起一丝得意的笑..你已经爱上她 / 他了。。。。
眼泪满心
很难受,
很难受,
这种日子怎么过?
你的心其实还是挂念着另一个人,
他的背影永远逗留在你心中,
你的每句话都有他的存在,
你的脑海都是想念着他,
你们的过去,
成为我的压力.
你还是等待能回头的那一天,
你每天都等待,等待
而你抛弃了我,
丢下我一个人.
他曾经给你的美好回忆,
我没能力给你,
我不能取代它,
我只能做回我自己,
我就像没有存在过一样.
你一直都等待着他,
既然我没能力给你全新的爱,
不能取代它的位置,
那我选择着放弃,
不是我没有勇气去爱你,
而是我不想再看到你流泪,
想念是会呼吸的痛.
如果有一天，
你拨我的电话号码，
语音告诉你我已经停机。
答应我不可以难过，
不可以失落；
不可以想我，
更加不要记得有这样一个我。
如果有一天，
你的手机不再频繁的响起，
请不要等待，
不要期盼，
更加不要想找到我，
只有看到这样的一个你，
我才可以放心的离开.
很难受,
这种日子怎么过?
你的心其实还是挂念着另一个人,
他的背影永远逗留在你心中,
你的每句话都有他的存在,
你的脑海都是想念着他,
你们的过去,
成为我的压力.
你还是等待能回头的那一天,
你每天都等待,等待
而你抛弃了我,
丢下我一个人.
他曾经给你的美好回忆,
我没能力给你,
我不能取代它,
我只能做回我自己,
我就像没有存在过一样.
你一直都等待着他,
既然我没能力给你全新的爱,
不能取代它的位置,
那我选择着放弃,
不是我没有勇气去爱你,
而是我不想再看到你流泪,
想念是会呼吸的痛.
如果有一天，
你拨我的电话号码，
语音告诉你我已经停机。
答应我不可以难过，
不可以失落；
不可以想我，
更加不要记得有这样一个我。
如果有一天，
你的手机不再频繁的响起，
请不要等待，
不要期盼，
更加不要想找到我，
只有看到这样的一个你，
我才可以放心的离开.
我想太多了吗？
情绪不稳定的我，
是不是又想太多了，
我是不想这样的，
不过我还得这样想。
为什么呢？因为信任吗？
我为什么还不能百分百信任你？
信任和安全感。一样吗？你能给予我怎样的信任，怎样的安全感呢？
还是我做得不够好，是我的错吧。所以我有这样的回报？
伤心时，你在那里？
脆弱时，你又在那里？
需要你时，你又在哪里？
等待真的是一种痛苦，
我需要的你能给我吗？
你知道我需要的是什么吗？
我的感受你体会过吗？
我应该怎么做？
是不是又想太多了，
我是不想这样的，
不过我还得这样想。
为什么呢？因为信任吗？
我为什么还不能百分百信任你？
信任和安全感。一样吗？你能给予我怎样的信任，怎样的安全感呢？
还是我做得不够好，是我的错吧。所以我有这样的回报？
伤心时，你在那里？
脆弱时，你又在那里？
需要你时，你又在哪里？
等待真的是一种痛苦，
我需要的你能给我吗？
你知道我需要的是什么吗？
我的感受你体会过吗？
我应该怎么做？
One year had past
28june2008
I carry huge luggage with me to go to KL alone, while my hometown friend is accompany by his parents. Taking a long journey for alymost 14 hours. When arrive KL, hopefully his relatives come and fetch us and bring us to his house to overnight.
the beg so heavy! hate...
During the orientation weeks, all are very weird around you, you don't know me i don't know you..shy, ego, happy, sad, all can be seen there...it seems to be tough to someone, but if you think it positively, it is just a game to train you,im quite enjoying the moment as i have no more chance to eat in a few seconds, shower in few minutes, run in a short time to reach the destination as we are " Kurshiah takes the lead"...get scolded even not because of your fault...haha
is quite fun if you think it back...
From day to day, i get to know more and more friends in the college, not only chinese but others as well. Walk, walk and walk and walk...everyday i walking to class. for the first few weeks, i can't stand with it, and i fall to sick. and that's the moment that i think of my family. im quite independent but in turn, im still a homesick boy,.i miss my mum, my dad and all my siblings.
While the life inside campus is memorable. A lot of project waiting for you to join,and i truly learn a lot from the project that i join. For the first semester, i not joining much activities, but in the second semester, a bundle of project waiting me to do. is truly a hard day for me to go through as everyday i just slept for almost 3hours and can't even catch up with my studies.In turn i suffer from stress . Nobody knows how i feel that time, i don't know what i am doing, and i looking like a crazy person. when in class, i try not to sleep, but even my eyes are open, but my mind is sleeping. after class, when i reach college, there sure an annoucement calling me to attend the meeting, and it takes my time untill 12midnight sometimes. It is hard to balance my studies and my time. But, that what im thank of, my friends and family support. they so supportive untill i can't even give up easily and i finally did allthe project sucessfully.
Is tired, but you can learnt a lot of things, a lot a lot that you don't know and finally you will realise it.
Herm is crowded! all are busying in collecting the pointer or marks to ensure they can stay in the college. And from here i can see the unfair things happen again. I don't know why this could still happen in University level.haiz....
but when the result for staying in college had been release, i did realise something,unfair things as well..haiz.no matter how this is the system that malaysian's practice?
hermmm,...i don't know
What important is, me and all the collegous will loose a lot of friends. in just a short time we builld up a strong relationship,a smile, a big laugh, a warm touch, a tears, we all shared together, untill we are truly become a big family. But we all can't always to be together as only some that can stay at college for the next semester. No matter how. Friendship will never , but all is depend on us whether want to futher the friendship or just end it like that...
I carry huge luggage with me to go to KL alone, while my hometown friend is accompany by his parents. Taking a long journey for alymost 14 hours. When arrive KL, hopefully his relatives come and fetch us and bring us to his house to overnight.
the beg so heavy! hate...
During the orientation weeks, all are very weird around you, you don't know me i don't know you..shy, ego, happy, sad, all can be seen there...it seems to be tough to someone, but if you think it positively, it is just a game to train you,im quite enjoying the moment as i have no more chance to eat in a few seconds, shower in few minutes, run in a short time to reach the destination as we are " Kurshiah takes the lead"...get scolded even not because of your fault...haha
is quite fun if you think it back...
From day to day, i get to know more and more friends in the college, not only chinese but others as well. Walk, walk and walk and walk...everyday i walking to class. for the first few weeks, i can't stand with it, and i fall to sick. and that's the moment that i think of my family. im quite independent but in turn, im still a homesick boy,.i miss my mum, my dad and all my siblings.
While the life inside campus is memorable. A lot of project waiting for you to join,and i truly learn a lot from the project that i join. For the first semester, i not joining much activities, but in the second semester, a bundle of project waiting me to do. is truly a hard day for me to go through as everyday i just slept for almost 3hours and can't even catch up with my studies.In turn i suffer from stress . Nobody knows how i feel that time, i don't know what i am doing, and i looking like a crazy person. when in class, i try not to sleep, but even my eyes are open, but my mind is sleeping. after class, when i reach college, there sure an annoucement calling me to attend the meeting, and it takes my time untill 12midnight sometimes. It is hard to balance my studies and my time. But, that what im thank of, my friends and family support. they so supportive untill i can't even give up easily and i finally did allthe project sucessfully.
Is tired, but you can learnt a lot of things, a lot a lot that you don't know and finally you will realise it.
Herm is crowded! all are busying in collecting the pointer or marks to ensure they can stay in the college. And from here i can see the unfair things happen again. I don't know why this could still happen in University level.haiz....
but when the result for staying in college had been release, i did realise something,unfair things as well..haiz.no matter how this is the system that malaysian's practice?
hermmm,...i don't know
What important is, me and all the collegous will loose a lot of friends. in just a short time we builld up a strong relationship,a smile, a big laugh, a warm touch, a tears, we all shared together, untill we are truly become a big family. But we all can't always to be together as only some that can stay at college for the next semester. No matter how. Friendship will never , but all is depend on us whether want to futher the friendship or just end it like that...
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