xiaolong真心话

我害怕

2010-06-14T20:57:00.003+08:00

为什么，我会害怕？

我敢说，还是不敢？

我自己，还有信心？

说出口，会怎样？

为什么，我会在意？

为什么，我会害怕？

突然我明白了，

我一直都在害怕，

害怕着，

我会掉泪。

*你，曾经为你身边的人想过吗？

他，想要得到底是什么？

不要让她害怕，不要让她流泪，

偶尔，写封信给他，也是一种安慰*

xiaolong

140610 9:27pm

The sixth sense 第六感

2010-06-07T19:44:00.006+08:00

Again?

Maybe people who know me personally and close to me might know that i had sixth sense.Is it true? Hmmm... It sounds weird, but it depends on you to trust me or not. I would not say i'm totally correct, but i trust that i do have something called sixth sense that sometimes really hints me on something. Since yesterday, i felt uncomfortable. And yet i keep myself not to think too much, cheer up myself. Today, i do have the same feeling as well. I can't tell you exactly the feeling, something wrong, something might happen. Hmmm what gonna happen?. I did tell my dear about it, and yet later i do receive some message telling me something bad happen. Hmmm......

有些人，不会相信你！

有些人，觉得你可笑！

第六感，到底是什么？

谁能解释，谁能相信？

谁能理解，谁能忍受？

~~~~~~~

小龙

07062010 8:09pm

想要的

2010-06-06T12:52:00.004+08:00

我，很想弹钢琴，

按着黑白琴键，

奏出生命的配乐，

唱出我们的情歌。

我，很想用旋律，

一天一点点地，

把我们的每一天，

编成一首属于我们的歌。

我，确实说不在意，

我，的确说不在乎，

没想过，我会难过，

很想说，我怕来不及。

小龙

06062010 1:31pm

来不及

2010-06-04T14:40:00.003+08:00

罗忆诗2010全新大碟《动静》

罗忆诗 - 来不及

习惯一个人看戏

习惯一个人旅行

习惯一个人静静想你

想你现在在哪里

想你会为谁担心

想你是否已忘记

忘记那段爱情

忘记那颗泪滴

忘记了所有不该忘的回忆

我来不及将你的手紧紧握着

对你说我只想要我们能快乐

曾以为少了你的陪伴不算什么

怎么我微笑着心却是痛的

我来不及将记忆中的你消除了

我明白错过的从此难以复合

如果眼泪能够证明我是爱你的

那么重新选择是不是来不及了

忘记那段爱情忘记那颗泪滴

忘记了所有不该忘的回忆

我来不及将你的手紧紧握着

对你说我只想要我们能快乐

曾以为少了你的陪伴不算什么

怎么我微笑着心却是痛的

我来不及将记忆中的你消除了

我明白错过的从此难以复合

如果眼泪能够证明我是爱你的

那么重新选择是不是来不及了

我来不及将你的手紧紧握着

对你说我只想要我们能快乐

曾以为少了你的陪伴不算什么

怎么我微笑着心却是痛的

我来不及将记忆中的你消除了

我明白错过的从此难以复合

如果眼泪能够证明我是爱你的

那么重新选择是不是来不及了

我还是来不及了

想，当你拥有的时候，你有珍惜过吗？

想，当你有多忙碌的时候，你有关心过她吗？

想，当他微笑的时候，是否心是快乐的吗？

不要 “来不及”，才把眼泪证明你是爱她的。

小龙
04062010 3:05pm

Medical Statistics

2010-06-03T12:32:00.001+08:00

Something that i start to fall in love with...Statistics...

I think i'm lucky and i believe as a fate. I'm currently having my internship training at the School of Medical Sciences USM at Kota Bharu, Kelantan (my lovely homewtown). It's just 30 minutes of driving away from my house. I register myself on the 10 of May sharp at 8am. And i have been placed at the Unit of Biostatistics and Research Methodology.

I get the only chance to talk to my intern' supervisor on 11am after i waited for him in the office for almost 3 hours. I only can said that he is such a busiest person i ever met. Doctors, researchers, and students will wait for him start from the early morning, just to have a discussion on statistics. He will never be alone in the room but yet his room is full with all those person. Not only for one day but for everyday. Is it he is so famous?... I could say, YES...but he is not famous because of his good singing, or dancing or even acting...but yet his knowledge on medical and statistics.

Medical statistics is a Postgraduate Program in School of Medical Sciences. It absolutely different from the field as what i'm doing for my degree. Is a new challenge, new experience and a new inspiration for me. I get to know that medical statistics is important especially for doctors and researcher in doing their studies and research for journals publication. And there are only limited person who are expert in medical statistics. (that's why his room is always full with VISITORs).

I had been given a task in doing medical statistics analysis on HIV. It seems to be easy but yet it is not as what i thought. I had been given a task same as the Master's Thesis. I need to do my research just within two months! can i make it? I'm wondering...

But all of the postgrad here are really helpful, i deal with a lot intelligent people around, medical doctors, researchers, lab assistant, professors...

Just for a month here, i start to fall in love in Medical statistics. I even get a few invitation in doing my postgrad here, as well my supervisor are offering me to further my study under him. What a big offer i get...haha...

A new inspiration for me to fight for my own. My dream will come true? Is all depend on hardwork and sometimes LUCK...

xiaolong

04062010 12:32am

心酸

2010-05-16T15:52:00.003+08:00

昨天，跟妈聊天，很久很久没有跟妈两个人聊天，平时都是通过电话，现在难的假期，不过还要实习。

妈告诉我说，“我和你爸在大哥家是没事做就想多多了，讲了很多。” 你爸还问我：

爸：如果有一天我死了，你会怎样？

妈：还能怎样？就一个人住在老家啊！

爸：你女儿，儿子会让你一个人住吗？当然不会留你一个人的。

妈：我比较习惯住这里，最多有空去他们家走走。

爸：你跟谁住都可以，我就不能。

妈：哪，如果有一天我死了，你要跟谁住？

爸：我？我回去庙过日子，去那边听佛经，人都会比较心静。

妈：他们那会给你去？一定叫你跟他们一起住。

爸：如果我要，他们是不会stop 我的。而且我不能跟他们住。

妈：为什么？

爸：我又不像你，会煮饭，会clean house.

妈：哈哈，我们两个想太远了吧。

爸：不会咯，有一天我们会分开的。我会先去，我有病。

妈：你有病，我没有病？

是你的话听了会怎样？我无话可说, 只能静静的。

p/s: 我是流着泪写的

speechless

2010-03-12T15:42:00.005+08:00

最近真的很忙，压力也很大。

病了，看医生，还要验血，发高烧。

病了，没时间读，考到烂成绩，自己活该！

Assignment 还没做完，Project due date 就要到了。

很抱歉不能抽时间陪你，是我的错。

说真的，昨天发生的事，我真的不能接受，太突然，很辛苦，

到现在我的心还是流着泪。

谁知道？难道这叫做我不在乎你？

很想问你十万个为什么!

好心疼。

温馨

2010-02-18T20:55:00.002+08:00

终于有时间写blog了，才发现我已经没update很久了。

上了第二学年，真的忙到！！！

功课真的很多，多到！！！

哈哈，真的分配不到自己的时间。身边的朋友都有问到，你好象很久没 update blog 了，几时要update。

现在终于机会了，新年嘛，就有时间咯。。。哈哈

可是为什么我会把温馨作为题目呢？

其实，这几天，去了不少长辈的家拜年，也不算是拜年，是拜访吧。发现有的真的老了，开始没力了，看了有点心酸，但我可以做什么呢？一年只有一次机会去探望他们，但以后呢？还会有人去探望他们吗？有的孩子，都没回来过年，到底是他们之间发生了什么事？本人只是感到好奇，为什么年轻人不能够宽容易一点。回家过年有那么难吗？没有了自己的父母，那会有我们呢？

在家的感觉的确是不一样，吃的喝的，看的听的，都有特别的感觉。家庭的温暖。

虎年，又是新的一年，或许每个人都会有个愿望，但最重要的还是身体健康，平平安安。

很久没写了，真地想不出东西来，哈哈。

重而言之，过年客一回家就回家，即使是一天也好，父母说不介意，可是他们会很在意的。年轻的就让让他们吧。

新年快乐——2010

Can i make it?

2010-01-03T01:40:00.002+08:00

Is not the first time, yet the last.

It had been happen quite a lot of times. Sometimes sweet, sometimes it taste bitter. I don't know why it taste so. When things goes wrong, no matter how you do, when, or what you do. Sometimes there is no second chance for you in your life. I am learning and appreciate all the things that i had at the moment, but sometimes i loose it from my own palm.

Trying so hard. But it getting worst. What else i could do? Another sleepy but can't sleep night..how long it will be continue like this..it's time for me to stop..can i make it? I'm tired of it. Like a locker keep locking, and finally it die in the locked hand..Sometimes sweet, sometimes bitter..What kind of taste is it?

I'm really tired, wish to close my eyes and the thing will gone. But the reality is still there tomorrow. I afraid of facing it. Can i make it?

When the plate is served full with tasty dishes, we

are enjoying, but when the food is off, remaining only the dirty plate. We only can kept it clean by washing it again and again. But why when a plate fall down to the floor, it will break up?

People are always not satisfied with what they had. They even want it more and more. Sometimes is a positive things, but sometimes it would not be the right thing.

Today i make the decisions, the decisions to leave.

2009

2009-12-30T21:03:00.002+08:00

herm 2009

Well after tomorrow, we need to change the date we wrote on the name list, on the cheque, and even in calculating our ages...

2010-1988=22

Oh no! i'm going to be 22 years old next year! Am i old? hehe...matured la...

Well does it make any changes? Ya it does change a lot of things even by just changing the end digits. Do you ever think what you had done whole year?

Everyone sure had their own story, me as well. The sweet things and the worst things that happen throughout the year.

Well the most unforgettable memories...the sweet thing that happen this year was celebration for my 21st birthday. It was a surprise thing for me that i ever think of. Really thanks my dear Alice for planning it so special and all my other friends that still remember my birthday. Thanks darling Moon as well, bring me outside for celebration. Will never forget you both.

2009 is a year where i first time joining a group of people for hiking. I go to Puteri Gunung Ledang. Really an unforgettable hiking experience. Get to know more people and really fall in love with this activity.

2009 as well for me to try many nice food around Kl...really thank you(^^) for bringing me around and try the nice food.

2009 my family full with joy with the new born girl~ my niece

2009 can manage my study well a bit.

2009 i learn something new, i get to know you, i happy to be with you

so fast a year had past...

something for you

2009-11-18T19:50:00.003+08:00

18Nov2009

A beautiful day,

A day full with surprise,

A day full with love.

I can feel something today,

Something that i never feel before,

Something that called chemistry.

The sky turn dark,

I felt afraid of loosing you,

I afraid of looking at you,

As i worried to drop my tears in front of you.

I saw the object around me,

it moving faster and faster,

I look at the watch,

it moving turn to another round,

My heart beat faster and faster,

Few more minute left for me to be with you,

The sky is crying,

Same as my feeling,

Dropping tears in the heart,

The moment i got to go,

I left something for you,

Something that you will never know.

18november2009

I will miss you.

Footsteps of us

2009-11-02T23:22:00.004+08:00

The sunrise,a beautiful scene,

A new day for me to miss somebody,

I miss everything about you,

Miss your smile,

Miss your laughter,

Miss your inner soul.

~ ~

The places we be together,

Leave with our footsteps,

The star smiles,

The rain stop,

The sun shines,

When we be together.

~ ~ ~

02nov2009

11:38pm

P/s: exam week...stress...help ! help!...

The Last Dinner

2009-11-01T21:38:00.002+08:00

A nice cucumber cooks,

Taste nice,

But for me,

I full with tears.

A word from you,

A drops of tear in my heart,

A last touch from you,

A begin for our distance.

A step of you,

A mile away from me.

~ ~ ~

01nov2009

Tonight i feel something

2009-10-31T02:18:00.003+08:00

something that make me uneasy,

something that me lost myself,

i don't know what happen,

until i realize is just because of you.

i worry about you,

about everything of you,

i care everything about you,

just because i like you.

a moment without you,

like a thousand of years without you,

a moment to be with you,

like the world left only me and you.

tonight i feel something from you,

a distance between me and you,

tonight i can't breath for you,

as i really fall on you.

i can't close my eyes,

i worry to lost you in the dark,

i can't sleep,

i just thinking of you.

31oct2009

can't sleep...

没有你的夜晚~~~ a night without you

2009-10-29T22:27:00.003+08:00

突然间，没有了你的消息，

心情有点慌张和担心，

才发现，原来我是那么在乎你，

嘀嗒嘀嗒，听着秒钟走着，

我的心也跟着节奏的跳了起来，

原来没有你的夜晚，我也跟着迷糊了，

迷失自己，没有方向，没有力气。

~~~~

a night without you,

a moment for me to know much i care for you,

missing the smile on your face,

a night without you,

i lost myself,

i lost everything.

~~~~

29 oct 2009

小龙 ”ho jiak“

2009-10-29T01:09:00.007+08:00

This is the first time i post something new in my blog. It's all about food. Yeah...

Lately i'm enjoying my life with eating. Eat eat and eat. But no matter how much i eat, my body is still slim ( girl's please don't get jealous) wakkakka. No matter how, the food out there is not same as my mom's cooks...haha

I'm sure all of us heard about tv show like "Jalan-jalan cari makan", "ho jiak" etc. Really "liu kou shui" when saw the clip..really jealous after saw they eat non stop! Now feeling a bit hungry ler....

Pork burger

Why i like this so much? It taste really nice. It is extremely a huge burger and can even share for two person. The pork is really nice, juicy and it taste great.

Second dishes Banana delight. From the same cafe as well.

It looks great but for me it's still "ok"...hehe

It is available at ss2, just beside KFC in ss2. Known as Prince cafe. Nice place for hagging out. wifi provided, indoor with air cond and outdoor for smokers.

Locations: SS2, Petaling Jaya, Selangor

SS2 Next to One Noodle
58, 60 Jln SS2/67

will continue update..lately busy prepare for exam^^

Unforgetable Memory

2009-10-25T10:42:00.007+08:00

PART 1

I decided to join Nature explore last week to Gunung Ledang. This is the first time i go hiking. I really nervous and really excited to go there.
17 oct 2009
Around 11am in the morning, Ryan my senior came to my college to fetch me. He said why you bring so many thing?..haha (first time ma, all wana bring). Well when i enter his car, i get to know one new friend. His name Sean, one of the nature explore member as well. Ryan drove the car to other college to fetch a girl..a beautiful girl..haha..she is also a senior who doing master in medical science. Actually i really surprise that all the member of Nature explore are all "geng" but not me. All of them are studying master, Phd, and works professionally. We when then go to Mcd to meet all the other members. During the meeting i get to know few friends again. Herm...i a bit shy and felt a bit lonely as all of them can mix around well but just left with me alone who don't know how to socialize with them. I can consider myself as a passive person, but once i get to know you better i can be very talkative..haha
Around 12pm++ we start our journey to Malacca, as we plan to eat Hainan chicken rice there.
But on our way to Malacca, we go to kajang to fetch one of our member. Yew Fei. He very talkative and sporting guy. He really a funny guy and i can sense his mathematics is really good.haha... After fetch him from kajang, we go to Malacca. Around 3pm we reached our destination---Malacca. We are really hungry! And the hainan chicken rice ball is on the table waiting for us as other members did arrived there early than us. We enjoy our lunch (my brunch)...It taste nice as all of us really hungry le..hehe

nice?...chicken rice ball

After take our lunch, we heading towards a place known as Asahan. But we get lost as we used small road to the place while other member used Highway to Asahan. It is just a matter of choosing the wrong way at the roundabout

Three cars following Ryan's car and playing around the roundabout^^

Actually if didn't make a wrong decision during this time, we can arrived Asahan earlier than the other group of member as we using the "shortcut" but we did arrived there on time same as them who used highway.

Puteri Gunung Ledang

2009-10-15T00:03:00.007+08:00

I'm going to be crazy this week. It's really stress and i even can't stop to take a breath. But no matter how, i'm looking forward for this coming Saturday as i going to join Nature Explore. I'm really excited to go...go where?..haha

i'm going to join 30++ of nature explore members to Tangkak johore. Yeah is a famous place called Gunung Ledang which is an attractive place for hikers

Well because of this coming trip, i doing some research about the story behind Gunung ledang. I get to know that i need around 5hours to reach the tips of the Gunung. =.=""

Haha, well it is suitable for beginners like me to feel what mountains in Malaysia are really like.

It is a place believed to be the richest flora species in the world! 50 metres high waterfall! wau!!!! i really can't wait to go, even thought my assignment and test are still on my table which haven't finished yet.

Did you watch the drama of Puteri Gunung Ledang before?

***Well here is the real story. According to the legend, the princess was of slim build, beautiful and was endowed with a sinuous movement. Men were naturally attracted to her, but she was claimed to have spurned was the Sultan Melaka. The sultan demanded that the beautiful princess present him with seven jars of women's tears, seven trays of mosquitoes's hearts and seven bowls of the sultan's son's blood. Because unable to meet these impposible requests, she fled to the mountain and continues to live in a hidden cave.

But some claims that the princess eventually married one Nakhoda Ragam. But tis hero them die at the hands of his princess wife. Ragam was found of tickling the Princess's ribs and one day, in an uncontrollable burst of reaction. The Princess stabbled her husband with needle in the breast.The princess then returned to Mount Ophir and vowed never to set eyes on another man.***

So which one is the truth? i'm going looking for it...haha

I really waited this chance to explore the nature as i like to photo shoot anything that around me. I will try my best to take as much picture as i can. But just using my HONEY phone as i have no digital camera...pity me =(

Will update the once i get back from the famous GUNUNG LEDANG....

原点

2009-10-10T00:24:00.002+08:00

歌

相信每个人都会听歌吧，
其实每一首歌都有它的故事，
不同的人听出不同的味道，
最近，本人爱上了tanya蔡建雅的歌声，

原点-你们听过吗？
是蔡建雅和孙燕姿早期合唱的一首歌，
真的带出那种味道，

原点
蔡健雅&孙燕姿

孙：拥抱的时候心情有点痛也去提早感受到寂寞
蔡：离开的时候只听见沉默除了沉默我还能怎么做选择
孙：别对我抱歉别总觉得对我亏欠
蔡：现在他在妳的身边就对他好一点
孙：不要再让你们的爱败给了时间既然遇见了永远
就不要说再见
蔡：不要再让你们的爱输给了永远我们经过那么多考验
最后还是回到了原点
孙：总有那一天相遇的瞬间确定那些冷漠的从前已走远
蔡：别对我抱歉别总觉得对我亏欠现在谁在妳的身边
就对谁好一点
孙：不要再让你们的爱败给了时间，既然遇见了永远，
就不要说再见
蔡：不要再让你们的爱输给了永远我们经过那么多考验
最后还是回到了原点
孙：我应该就走开就算感情还在
蔡：我应该就放开对他不再依赖
孙：忘了曾有过的片段
蔡：这是属于你们的未来
孙：不要看到你们的爱败给了时间我能愿选择离别
没有一句怨言
蔡：直到你能若无其事聊起了从前
我才发现彼此都了解
合：默契是最宝贵的语言

看了歌词，相信你们都了解歌的故事，有点伤心吧。
有时候，我们真的需要为了另一半付出。我们宁愿让步，选择离开，只要看到对方开心，不过我们的心，谁知道？还会因为对方做了一些傻事。看到他们俩恩爱，自己也流泪。如果有一天，在街上碰面了，你会怎样？笑着面对他们？还是在他面前哭呢？
这首歌，就是我的答案。
我选择走开，即使感情还在，我选择放开，对你不再依赖，忘了曾有过的片段，因为这是属于你们的未来。
虽然我们曾经了解过对方，
但
回想的话，我们真的能回到原点，从新开始吗？

Swimming-small experience

2009-10-09T23:50:00.003+08:00

WAO!!!
i'm so happy today, lately really stress with my assignment, test here and there, stress from friends, family, and all....arghhhh...i'm going to be crazy soon....

BUT

Today is the happiest day for me, because i manage to swim myself..haha..it sound stupid..ya i admit that i really don't know how to swim..i really drank a lot of pool water

previously, i need to hold something even i'm tall enough until can walk in the swimming pool^^
but today, i no need to do so.. i force myself to swim without holding anything, but i still swim around the corner lar....but there is some climax as well, i thought i'm good enough so i pretend to be clever to swim, but suddenly when i want to take a breath, i realize there is nothing for me to hold, OH MY GOD!!! i'm going to die this time, i struggle in the pool, but i get to know that i got a long leg...so i make full use of it..nice!!! finally i'm save..haha

This make me more confident to swim, i spend almost an hour plus to learn myself, finally i manage to swim without holding anything...yeahh!!!!

sorry nothing much actually, just feeling excited i get to swim today^^

new update^^

2009-10-08T21:25:00.015+08:00

It's quite a long time i no update my own blog, well it's almost a month.

Quite a lot of things happen, so i wish i can sit here and write it out all together.haha

PART I

As i promise before, i will update my niece story. Well she is really cute and doing well at my hometown.So do you think she is cute?
well all babies are cute, maybe i'm the youngest in the family, that's why i'm so excited to know everything about baby. I going back to hometown for my one week break and visiting her, my niece Tan Qian Qing (陈芊晴）.
She just a naughty girl who likes to sleep in the morning and wake up to play at the midnight. She drank a lot of milk, haha..well really happy to see her to be healthy and so active. She likes to play with her tongue as well. Her eyes so big, and her crying sound really loud, until i "beh tahan"..haha
but everyday when i felt frust, i will look upon her picture, she cool me down.
No matter how, i really pity my mum, as she is the one to take care of the baby, my sis have no experience, so...

PART II

29092009
终于，我们俩有机会见面了...
不知如何解释当时的心情，快乐，幸福，还是...
热热，暖暖，的巧克力饮料在我们的手中...
两人在树下，吹着晚风，看着天上的星星...
我很希望那晚的时间没那么快过，因为我知道不知何时才能见到你...

手中，热热的巧克力饮料，慢慢，慢慢的，完了...
甜甜的 donut 也慢慢的，被吃光了...
我的心情也慢慢的变了，变得开始想你了...
很想快点把世界的时间，拉着...
不过你还是要回去了，看着你的背影，慢慢的在黑暗中不见了...
那时，只是剩下月光陪我，眼泪也掉了...
眼泪像细雨一样留下，原来我真的舍不得你...
你的幽默，你的故事，陪了我短短的几个小时...
但它永远在我心中...
你的离去，就是我的寂寞，你的笑声，就是我的眼泪...

PART　ＩＩＩ

中秋节快乐，Mid Autum Festival ．．．
this is second year i celebrate it without my family. Well even without family, but friends is still around me.
Well this is quite surprise that i get the chance to eat homemade chocolate mooncake. It's really nice...as i like chocolate so much.
So how i celebrate it this year? Actually i'm not planning of celebrating it, just stay at room as i really tired of study and test for past few days. But, when i think of playing the lantent, i get excited!!!...i did ask my roomate wana join me for the lantern walk around my uni, he as well get excited!..haha

Can you imagine only four of us, bring the lantern and walk around UNIVERCITY MALAYA?

But all of us are really not malu lol...21yo still play lantern, somemore ss taking photo, even walk for one step.haha
That's me..ss king... i really like to take photo, it's really fun and i like to keep it and view it again and again...
Here are some nice photo to share with all my blog visitor...this really amazing^^...i like it

Nice? this is the picture i took when walk around the UM pesta tanglung exhibition. Alice, yee siang and me having dinner together that night, eating alot...haha
it's really happy that we can release our stress there and we even go for a small concert that held there, we had the chance to take photo with Malaysian's singer...but so sad the photo is not with me...
my dinner^^

sakura popiah from yee siang

Well this is the picture of some of the malaysian singer..FRIENDS...

Not only this...we did get crazy as well...
SEE THIS

SEE how crazy are we?
i so shy until UTAR student who visit UM tanglung exhibition take my picture while i posting..hehe...look like famous model..im TOO dramatic!!

now lets us continue with the four lantern story...well it is really fun even only four of us, me, alice (my coursemate), kean hua (my roomate), josephine(my coursemate)...ss while playing lantern^^

Do you ever look for a hot love? well this is the candle with the wishes..haha
we make wish n hope that all the wishes will come true^^

well this is roughly how i celebrate my mid autumn festival..haha
happy happy^^

Well i think, this is all what i can share here for today ^^

甜甜的 what so sweet?

2009-09-09T00:39:00.000+08:00

吓倒吗？ you surprised with the tittle?
甜甜的？哈哈。。。 what so sweet?

那想到甜甜的，会是什么呢？ doNuts? haha。。。

说真的，昨晚和房友一起享用的，真得很好吃！想起都有点饿了。

ReAlly enjoy the donut with RooMates laSt nigHt^^

Thanks yoshi for treating me this baby donut^^

Well back to the topic, what is the sweetest things that you remember on?

Actually human are quite greedy, we tend to get something that not belong to us. I mean only in some cases. When somebody won ~~TOTO~~, there is sure something that come out from their mouth, " if i know i kena! i beli banyak banyak" ..hahaha

Are you greedy too? Well i admit i do greedy sometimes. but Not in term of money i think.

Why i choose this topic to talk on? because i realize something. Something that really happen all over the world. That is called POWER...is that important? Well it really important for somebody. The POWER can really change a person

Ya it can make a person forget the passed and willing to do all just to get the thing in hand. But in turn because of power we lost friendship, relationship and even create family's problems.Not everyone can manage the power well. Either good or bad.

Friendships will never end but POWER, you will lost it anytime.

August 25 2009, i lost my friend. Someone that i know since primary school, even always get bullied by him, but there is still something that is sweet between me and him. That what we call as friendship as. I get the news on 24 august that he get involved in an accident and being placed in ICU. But within 24 hours, i get the other bad news that he already left us. What can i do? i just can pray for him, rest in peace my FrieNDs

SATURDAY 05092009

2009-09-05T23:39:00.001+08:00

4：11pm. SOmeonE speciaL come to our world! She is my Niece^^..haha
I get sms from my sister telling me that she just delivered a baby girl at 4:11pm
I really close to sis in house, we can chat everything. And she love me so much too^^
i Call Back her at around 10pm++ just now, asking her what happen actually. She told me she get the pain last night, after dinner my brother in law send her to hospital. Doctor ask her to stay back. She told me really pain, first time to deliver baby..haha
pity her..but she really happy when saw the baby girl...she is damm cute
according to her grandma ( mY MUm i mean..hahahaha) mum told me that she is cute..fair..not like me dark..haha and she even open her eyes after a few hour when people talk to her..she is damm cute...she makes me feel like flying back to my hometown now...
besides sis did told me in the early morning, doctor check upon her and asking her to wait as the baby seems to be delivered soon... and they place my sis on the emergency bed, the place damm cold and she wait there from morning until 4pm++, a practical doctor pass by asking my sis to breath nicely and ask her not to too pampered to her husband, my sis really angry told her she really cant stand and the baby is going to come out!!!!..the doctor start to panic and she just realise the baby really on the way come to this world. The specialist scold the nurse nearby and send my sis to deliver ward..and she come out on 4:11pm...
haha...2.6kg^^ small and cute and fair^^
WEll im really speechless now..really happy and im really miss my family^^
im now uncle already..haha
and i will update more about her soon^^

Whatever i want, i do

2009-07-28T14:07:00.000+08:00

Wau!...

Quite a long time i'm not here to update my blog, i'm so sorry for that.

Well there a lot of thing that happen and it is truly surprise.

For the two months of semester break, i do nothing at home.
As usual i just sleep, eat, watch tv ...
Even i wasted my two months break with doing nothing, but i really enjoy it especially with my family, my sister get married last year, and she get pregnant early this year and the baby is going to be deliver on this coming September. I'm the most close to my sister, we share everything together, she loves me so much and me too. But she is going to love a little baby soon. I jealous.. haha ..well i really can't wait for the moment someone call me uncle..^^ ( i'm so old )

5 july 2009

i step into University of Malaya. The new semester begin. What a surprise, a lot of of familiar faces is queue to register for their room. Haha all of them are my college mate that have been together for one year, sadly there are a lot that already move out from our college.

And i realize something. Something that is unexpected.
Someone can totally change. Well the changes is too obvious.
And it is truly a sad thing. Something that takes a lot of time to develop but it finally break down.
No more appreciation, no more development.
All is because of one word: Ego?
i also don't know the answer. i'm a bit disappointed but yet i'm happy as i can truly see the real person of him/her. When comes to the thing that needs someone help, they will ask for help, but when there is nothing can get from you. There is no even a smile for you.

--end--

A new semester begin,
Yes i change as well. Haha, change in the way of thinking, after gone through all the moment on first year, i realize something. And that help me to make this decision. It seems weird, but i like the way i treat myself. I totally free and just focus on my study which i already left it behind during my first year. Everyday i woke up with a new vision, begin with a new day. but sometimes i'm lazy too..haha

Oh ya, the E102 is back to normal, i mean me and my roommate. Three of us make a decisions to stay together again this year. Both of them are really sociable, funny, yet caring. When one of us is not well, the caring is sure there waiting for you.
But sometimes both of them are crazy as well, haiz.... haha

Well for this semester, i finally can sit with all my coursemate to study together. We have only 21 student in a class, so small. haha... i mean compare to the previous year, our senior. It is quite tough for the beginning, I really can't catch up with all the new thing to learn. But after a few weeks of time, i manage to know and associate with all the lecturer style. It is quite fun studying bioinformatics. We learn biology and as well computer science. The combination of both field is not that easy, we need to learn the how to analysis the biological data using our own created software. DNA, a tiny thing but contain a lot of information inside, and that the thing that we going to analyst and stored in the software.

No matter how, i did enjoy my life, i watch a lot movie lately

HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF-BLOOD PRINCE

ICE AGE 3: DAWN OF THE DINOSAURS

THE PROPOSAL

TRANSFORMERS: REVENGE OF THE FALLEN

DRAG ME TO HELL

TERMINATOR SALVATION

Nice movie, haha...

lotery?

2009-06-25T01:51:00.000+08:00

1404,2406
who want? you sure "fa chai"
haha...it is not a lucky number for me, but it is the happiest and sad numbers that i ever had.
many things happen, sad and happy, but why it is so important?...
am i be at a right place now? the feeling is mixing, here and there, i try to avoid, i try to smile, i try to laugh, i try everything that is positive in front of others, but in turn, im just lying to myself...

熟悉的歌声，既然还在我耳边。我笑着去面对，你的笑容，代表我的心痛
你的笑声，你的声音，一直在我脑海中，我怎样去面对？
我又在一次，选择。。。让步

2009-06-10T23:18:00.000+08:00

A love story

2009-06-03T02:07:00.001+08:00

Love is just like a story,
it had it climax itself...

When you fall in love, everything of him/her would be a sweet things for you. i call you laopuo you call me laogong...so sweet
Everyday he/she is waiting for his/her phone to ring, the moment the phone rang, the moment their heart beat get faster ( oh my god, sure is my lover calling me! ). The feelings cannot be defined at all. The first date of you and him/her, you sure remember, the first time you hold her hand, or you let him hold your hand. Your hand is sweating because of nervous, but he/she never mind of it and keep holding of it. The first time you both kissing, the place, the time and everything is so fresh in your mind. But can this happiness and sweet time be last forever? or it just can last for two days? two months? or...

will be edit soon...speechless

thanks brother

2009-05-27T11:54:00.000+08:00

a drawing from my lovely brother,
i like it, very nice...haha
sweet..thanks cj

thanks brother

2009-05-27T11:51:00.000+08:00

I LOVE YOU

2009-05-26T23:27:00.000+08:00

Father
And
Mother
I
Love
You

Mother's Day is a day honoring mothers and motherhood
Father's Day is a day honoring fathers

between father and mother, you love who more?
haha...you better keep the answer yourself.
well without them, we sure will not be here.
and i will not be here writing this blog.

i try to look back,
to refresh my memory,
and i feel, i feel..the love from them

8april1988, i came to this world,
the crying sound of mine is as sharp as mariah carey key sound..haha
my parents, grew me up, untill now, i'm 21yo
huhu...old? i think no., as i still childish, but i'm quite mature i think.

when i still a child, my parents teach us to be independent,
no matter what your gender, we need to do everything,
i'm the youngest and mostly the youngest will get more care and love from parents, but my parents not doing so, they both love us equally. i never angry but in turn, i thanks them a lot.
i get to learn to be independent and know how to protect myself.

our family is just average, not rich not that poor...
sometimes we want the things, but we know, our parents not afford to buy it for us, so we just look at it (看了就饱）。。。haha

but now, is our turn to give them what they want.
we always celebrate birthday, their anniversary father's and mother's day...( a must )
well i like to see them smile, to look them happy always
i love them so much

* remember no matter how, family is the place that you belongs to

给你的

2009-05-26T21:54:00.000+08:00

伤心的情歌，我播几遍了。。。
我的眼泪也一样跟着它，一直留下。。。
我笑着面对你，那湿红红的眼，根本骗不过你。。。
是你在我脆弱，掉泪的时候，陪我，给我鼓励。。。
你不顾一切的保护着我，你不顾一切的爱我。。。
是你帮我擦干我的眼泪。。。
你永远祝福我快乐幸福。。。
但从你的心，我看见了眼泪。。。
你还是笑着面对。。。
你的爱，我无法回你。。。
我对不起你。。。

你说要看见我永远带着笑容。。。
而不是满脸都是泪水。。。
你说要听见我的笑声。。。
而不是我的哭泣声。。。

thanks for giving the love, i appreciate it
but i'm not deserve to get the love from you
someone better is waiting for you
i will remember and never forget you

...

2009-05-26T21:18:00.000+08:00

很多天了，我都睡不着觉。。。
每晚，用歌来陶醉自己。。。。
听着听着。。。
我渐渐的入睡了。。。

每首歌，都有自己的含义。。。
不过，如果你没经历过。。。
你怎么去听，都听不出那个味道。。。

有些事，当你放不下时，你会天天去想它。。。
有东西不是你的，你却想去拥有它。。。
不过有些东西，一旦发生了，就很难要回头。。。

原谅。。。不是每个人能做得到。。。
机会。。。每个人都有，失去了就不能挽回了。。。
后悔。。。就是失去过。。。
趁惜。。。你拥有的。。。

歌

2009-05-25T01:59:00.000+08:00

我尝试用歌，来灌醉我自己，不过我还是过不了这一关，
我很辛苦，每一首歌好像在我唱着我的心声一样。
我掉泪了，我该怎么做？
我很辛苦，真的。。。

every song that i heard, there is you around
your sound around my ears, you smell around my nose
but why you choose to treat me so?
you willing to see me drope my tears in front of you
you willing to hurt me from time to time
my heart is broken every moment
my tears drope because of you...

你走了。。。

2009-05-25T01:15:00.000+08:00

每天，都会收到你的简讯。
“吃饱了吗？”
“在做什么？”
有时候觉得你的人很烦，每天都是一样的，人家说没有新鲜感嘛，哈哈。。。其实，你那小小的关心已成了我和你的习惯。。。当我有事情时，你都会避我告诉你，你是三八吗？哈哈。。。其实你是在关心我。。。

不过有一天，你告诉我，你要走了。。。我的心，也变了。。。虽然，为你感到高兴，不过我开始舍不得你。。。以后没有人陪我了，没有人听我讲心事。。。

无论你在那里，我永远都会祝福你，不会忘记你的。。。加油！

i drope my tears when i write this,
i appreciate the time you spend for me when i'm down
i will not forget you...

谢谢你

2009-05-25T00:55:00.000+08:00

当我脆弱的时候，是你陪着我，
当我有困难时候，是你陪着我，
当我哭泣的时候，是你陪着我，
当我失去理智时，是你陪着我。

为什么，你会对我那么好？
为什么，你不让我在掉泪？
为什么，你要牵我的手呢？
为什么，你每次都陪着我？

谢谢你，
那么爱我。
谢谢你，
在我需要的时候出现。
谢谢你，
不顾一切地为我付出。
谢谢你，
那么疼我。

人，
最重要的是学会珍惜身边的人，他人所做的都是为我们好的。
人，
不可以太任性，要学会去接受，学会去听从。。。

后悔。。。就是你失去的时候，
回头看看，想想吧。。。还有些事，我们应该去珍惜的。。。

why

2009-05-25T00:33:00.000+08:00

why all this happen again?
all this happen since Thursday, i already told you i don't like such feelings, but you still keep giving me such pressure, i truly can't stand with it anymore.
you keep stubborn and never listen to others, you keep to think that you are the best and others idea is useless, you never think of your family, never consider your friends and your lover's feelings.
i don't know you choose to go there, when you are in trouble you just realise but you never regret and never change. when people talk to you, you never listen and ignore others advices, if you think you are smart then no need bother others, do your things by your own and solve it yourself if you don't want others to help you.

the chances is already give to you, but you never appreciate it

you never think of other's feelings
you never think of how your family treat you
you just know how to have fun
you know how to spend your money
from your mouth, you said you know everything but you are not, because you not willing to learn
as people said you will not MAJU at all if you keep like this

huh! terrible, a hard time to go through
just a week, it happen like tsunami
why?
i truly can't stand with this kind of feelings

train story

2009-05-19T21:43:00.001+08:00

when i send you, i turn to see you, but i can only see your back
when i reach the station, i turn around to search for you, but you are not there
when i saw the people around me, i feel that you are with me
when the workers announce " train to kota bharu will arrive soon, all passengers please standby, and enjoy your journey with ktmb" my heart keep pump faster and faster untill i can't wait anymore. i got to go
i carry my luggage and others stuff along to the platform
but still, i turn my head around to see is it you around
but the train finally arrive

i step into the train, i reach no.31 bed
ya this is my place that i going to spend for 14hours
i put all my things and i pull the curtain apart, i look outside, but you are still not there for me.
so sad...

i can give everything you want

2009-05-13T00:41:00.000+08:00

i can give the freedom
i can give everything you want just to see you happy
i don't wish to see you suffer
i don't wish to see you cry in your life
i willing to sacrifice even my love to you
i choose to let you go
i choose to give you freedom

because i don't want you willinm to feel i'm tighing you
because i love you so much
because i not willing to see you cry
because i not willing to hurt you
because of you
i willing to do everything for you because i love you

i truly love you

6 sense

2009-05-12T15:57:00.000+08:00

able to see and talk to the dead

but I'm not that,
i had a strong feeling towards something,
the things might going to happen,
i can feel it,
i do hope sometimes it is not happen in real,
am i a crazy person?

i also don't know

什么是爱？

2009-05-11T00:07:00.000+08:00

爱，

简单还是复杂？
爱，
它到底是什么？

当你正在忙时，却把手机开著，等著她/他的短信..你已经爱上她/他了

如果你喜欢和她/他两个人单独漫步..你已经爱上她/他了

当你和她/他在一起时，你会假装不注意他，但是当她离/他开你的视线时，你会急著寻找她/他...你已经爱上她了

当她/他受伤或生病时，你会很关心她，替她急..你已经爱上他了

当她/他和别人要好时，你会感到吃不知其味...你已经爱上他了

当你看到她/他那甜美的笑时，你的嘴角会扬起一丝得意的笑..你已经爱上她 / 他了。。。。

眼泪满心

2009-05-09T01:57:00.000+08:00

很难受,
很难受,
这种日子怎么过?

你的心其实还是挂念着另一个人,
他的背影永远逗留在你心中,
你的每句话都有他的存在,
你的脑海都是想念着他,
你们的过去,
成为我的压力.

你还是等待能回头的那一天,
你每天都等待,等待
而你抛弃了我,
丢下我一个人.

他曾经给你的美好回忆,
我没能力给你,
我不能取代它,
我只能做回我自己,
我就像没有存在过一样.

你一直都等待着他,
既然我没能力给你全新的爱,
不能取代它的位置,
那我选择着放弃,
不是我没有勇气去爱你,
而是我不想再看到你流泪,
想念是会呼吸的痛.

如果有一天，
你拨我的电话号码，
语音告诉你我已经停机。
答应我不可以难过，
不可以失落；
不可以想我，
更加不要记得有这样一个我。
如果有一天，
你的手机不再频繁的响起，
请不要等待，
不要期盼，
更加不要想找到我，
只有看到这样的一个你，
我才可以放心的离开.

我想太多了吗？

2009-05-03T23:42:00.001+08:00

情绪不稳定的我，
是不是又想太多了，
我是不想这样的，
不过我还得这样想。

为什么呢？因为信任吗？
我为什么还不能百分百信任你？

信任和安全感。一样吗？你能给予我怎样的信任，怎样的安全感呢？
还是我做得不够好，是我的错吧。所以我有这样的回报？

伤心时，你在那里？
脆弱时，你又在那里？
需要你时，你又在哪里？

等待真的是一种痛苦，
我需要的你能给我吗？
你知道我需要的是什么吗？
我的感受你体会过吗？
我应该怎么做？

One year had past

2009-05-03T22:49:00.000+08:00

28june2008
I carry huge luggage with me to go to KL alone, while my hometown friend is accompany by his parents. Taking a long journey for alymost 14 hours. When arrive KL, hopefully his relatives come and fetch us and bring us to his house to overnight.
the beg so heavy! hate...
During the orientation weeks, all are very weird around you, you don't know me i don't know you..shy, ego, happy, sad, all can be seen there...it seems to be tough to someone, but if you think it positively, it is just a game to train you,im quite enjoying the moment as i have no more chance to eat in a few seconds, shower in few minutes, run in a short time to reach the destination as we are " Kurshiah takes the lead"...get scolded even not because of your fault...haha
is quite fun if you think it back...

From day to day, i get to know more and more friends in the college, not only chinese but others as well. Walk, walk and walk and walk...everyday i walking to class. for the first few weeks, i can't stand with it, and i fall to sick. and that's the moment that i think of my family. im quite independent but in turn, im still a homesick boy,.i miss my mum, my dad and all my siblings.

While the life inside campus is memorable. A lot of project waiting for you to join,and i truly learn a lot from the project that i join. For the first semester, i not joining much activities, but in the second semester, a bundle of project waiting me to do. is truly a hard day for me to go through as everyday i just slept for almost 3hours and can't even catch up with my studies.In turn i suffer from stress . Nobody knows how i feel that time, i don't know what i am doing, and i looking like a crazy person. when in class, i try not to sleep, but even my eyes are open, but my mind is sleeping. after class, when i reach college, there sure an annoucement calling me to attend the meeting, and it takes my time untill 12midnight sometimes. It is hard to balance my studies and my time. But, that what im thank of, my friends and family support. they so supportive untill i can't even give up easily and i finally did allthe project sucessfully.

Is tired, but you can learnt a lot of things, a lot a lot that you don't know and finally you will realise it.

Herm is crowded! all are busying in collecting the pointer or marks to ensure they can stay in the college. And from here i can see the unfair things happen again. I don't know why this could still happen in University level.haiz....

but when the result for staying in college had been release, i did realise something,unfair things as well..haiz.no matter how this is the system that malaysian's practice?
hermmm,...i don't know

What important is, me and all the collegous will loose a lot of friends. in just a short time we builld up a strong relationship,a smile, a big laugh, a warm touch, a tears, we all shared together, untill we are truly become a big family. But we all can't always to be together as only some that can stay at college for the next semester. No matter how. Friendship will never , but all is depend on us whether want to futher the friendship or just end it like that...

很难受

2009-04-07T10:48:00.000+08:00

。。。一个星期的事情，从开始到现在，每天都是等待。。。那种感觉，真的很难受。
我该继续等待，还是。。。
希望越大，失望也越大。

EarlY birThdaY celebration

2009-04-05T22:09:00.000+08:00

thanks a lot...im truly happy today
i will never forget it..thanks maxi ^^

finally

2009-04-04T10:44:00.000+08:00

finally i get to contact the person
finally i get to talk to the person
finally i get the answer from the person itself
finally i get to know the truth
finally i get to calm down

finally...everything is ok

深夜里。。。

2009-04-03T04:25:00.000+08:00

suddenly i thinking of someone, while listen to 我不爱-孙燕姿...
时间过得真快，第二个学期又要完了。在多几个星期，就是考试期。
在短短的几个月，学了很多，看了很多，听了很多，也作了很多。。尽量充实自己的生活。。
但，

你消失了　爱消失了
跟随的我去哪里
我想过要放弃自己
说放弃要放哪里
爱已经让我认识我自己
在眼泪流下的味道里
感觉不到你　才知道丢了自己

离开现在不回来　
再等待等什么
没有你没有爱存在
谁陪过我　无声哭泣
在我最糟的夜里
你肯定我所有的努力
最难忘那句　我了解你
一切转变了　推翻了过去　空白伤害

错　会在哪里
我想我在哪里
我不爱　不要爱悲伤的存在
我不爱　你不在还以为能继续的爱
以为再也回不来　
再等待等什么
我不知道如何再爱
。。。

你给我太大的希望，失望越大。。。等待是一种。。。。。。痛苦
不过，我还是一样等待。。。

thanks aLIc3

2009-03-31T17:30:00.000+08:00

thanks alice^^
hehe...i like this book so much lol...i dunno how to read but tht is for me, moon and alice d lol
....

Earth hour

2009-03-28T22:15:00.000+08:00

Do you know what is the purpose of turning of the light?
What is earth hour and why we must switching off the lights for one hour?
i don't know too, but after read an article, i finally know the answer
did you ever care of it?...or just folow people to turn off the light?

"Earth Hour has been transformed into the world’s first global election, between Earth and global warming. "
All of us, no matter what religion you are, skin colour, nationalities, race or even background have the opportunites to use the light as their vote.

This is not about saving energy or electricity. It is more a massive, global and overwhelming signal to our nations' leaders to say that climate change is important. That it matters a great deal.
Switching off your lights is a vote for Earth, or leaving them on is a vote for global warming.

so what had you choose?
- earth or
- global warming?

Earth Hour began in Sydney in 2007, and it increase from a year to year. This year 2009, earth hour is taken to the next level wtih 1 billion voter. Vote earth is an individual action, every single vote count. Together we can control the future of our PLANET.

so no matter how. it means you fight agains climax change.

but
why still got such things?

there is still the light turn on...well i take this picture out of my room's window...
well is it they don't care about it? or they forget? or they even think this is the foolest things?
well it is too much posible answer..only they know
if you turn off..u truly save the earth..if you not...that means you support global warming...the climax change...

when in hour without light.
what you do?
me?
haha...funny..lying on bed and sms with friends..only tht moment i received a lot sms from friends...but after 9:30pm...all gone..dunno where they go..maybe go see the light bulb..haha
what come into my mind is...when the world truly dark..then how are we going to survive?
im afraid of tht day...i don't wish it happen..but it might happen if all of us keep making the earth and the world sick and pain...
don't do it anymore..we should act now...save our earth^^

hot day turn to heavy rain

2009-03-26T16:44:00.000+08:00

hot hot hot....i can heard it all over around my ears...
me alice and moon go to APK for this semesta...what so surprise is this semesta is too hot!
not just the whether...but the stalls..haha...crowded with people compared to last semesta..a lot of thins to buy there...
got shusi,got drinks,donut and many more...huhu
untill no money to buy..hahaa
well it is a good chance to see all cooperate to build up a business by their own...think of last sem ewhat my group did...quite funny also
selling greeting cards and drink..the buble milk tea,...
malay, indian and chinese can gather together to sold all the things..is amazing...well why still got such war here and there?
so sad....haiz

MY BIG MOUTH

2009-03-25T16:17:00.000+08:00

me!
haha...im so surprise that i get a lot of comment from facebook and here. well it is a good things that now i know a lot people care me even no family is with me now... thanks all my friends^^

taken at singapore^^

back to the main topic...my big mouth^^
haha
me myself is a direct person, if i don't like that things i will direct tell you the truth, if i feel something wrong i will tell you the right way, it seems like im perfect?
NO NO NO absolutely no...im still learning is just my style like tht
im easy get anger,small gas, and im very famous when im in secondary school sometimes...why?
not because im clever is because of my mouth
i can argue with a teacher if they do wrong in the solution especially in mathematics.
i even try to prove tht their solution on the black board is wrong..huhu
am i too bad?
well this is me...

is this mouth bog enough? huhu...welll this is not me^^

NOT FAIR

2009-03-25T00:17:00.000+08:00

why this topic alws appear?
especially when involve a big community
do you heard about meric marks?
sure univercity level student know it...
it is a system tht use to predict whether u can stay in a college ( residential ) or not

Tonight is the time to get all the signature from the society tht u join as a evidence tht you truly put an effort on it.

well as a my collegous will know how busy i am. it is obvious tht i have no time at all after i finish my whole day class from 9am to 8pm ( from monday to thursday)
can you feel the feeling?
after you tired for class, your mind not even rest your name had been call for urgent meeting!!!

so stress, but who going to help me?
no people...i got to help myself

busy with project untill i lost my concentration in the class, my academic sure drope for this semester..

what can i do? im responsible person..i sure will help you do if i get the post...

i did sacrfice my time and put a lot of effort on it...sleep at 6:30am and wake up at 8 am to attend class...what for?
just to make the project success
well what i get for tonight merit?

SAME POST, SAME JOB AREA, SAME BUSY, EVEN STUPID HELPING OTHER TO DO THEIR THINGS..BUT WHAT I GET?
UNEQUAL MARKS!!!

WHAT ELSE I CAN SAY?
UNSTATISFIED!!!
WELL NOW I KNOW WHT SHOULD I DO!

first time i write blog

2009-03-24T17:41:00.000+08:00

finally i have the time to blogging..huhu

July 2008
i get an offer from UM. i get a place in UM to study. i pack my beg and i came to KL with my friends without my family with me. i am quite independent, but sometimes i need my family support too.
after enter UM. i get to know a lot of friends, so surprise. they are awsome..good and nice.
we go shopping, movie, sing K and everything together^^...
i am quite busy with the life here, with my own studies and all my college project.
I get to hold some post in the community, JKP aktual, Aktual month, Pesta tiong hua, CCC magazine, bioinformatics club, and many more. Even floor rap...huhu
well even is the most busiest life in my life...i did it... and i get some prices too..haha

this is the picture tht i take since last year untill now...quite fun^^

march24 2008
i go Domino with my coursemate..moon moon and alice to eat domino..huhu
quite nice but i like pizza hut much more..
is quite a long time i dun feel tht free.. enjoying the food with coursemate and my friends
Moon moon said im dramatic person..huhu
say me untill like tht...is it i really like to act?
haha...dunno lerk...maybe gua
today many class had been cancel..and heavy rain..make felt wan to sleep more and more..haha